one day
one day you will have a beautiful life the evidence of which will echo into the voids of our universe endlessly traveling through time to tell its story
it will hold the tides at bay and the seas will stand still in awe of what the light in you has become you will be the sun and moon and stars the hope in someones eyes a light that makes them feel at home and makes the world a tiny bit brighter
so hold on because the stars will wait for an eternity and although it may not seem like it now between the panic and anxiety for the answers you will never hear that crushing feeling in your chest and the static sound of shaking sand in your ears like your bones have fallen apart and given up hope the wonder of how you ever escape this place feels like a weight slowly crushing your shoulders and every day it is harder to breathe than the last
but one day you will have a beautiful life all you have to do is hold on