sometimes i wonder what it would be like to vanish and not in the where would i go and who would i be matter of the subject but would people notice or care

would it be some grand mystery or hardly two lines in the back of a barely read paper would there be the "i met that fella once" guy or would no one know who they were talking about

would there be a poorly planned gathering of people wishing for the best or a quiet empty room of chairs with no purpose because there is no one to offer a seat and no one who would miss someone like me

i'm not sure if this is fear or reality or even why it matters but i really would like to know if you would fill a seat